First thing first
I do not know how to do this, know myself I mean. I been thinking a lot about this. First is why? Why do I want to know, and why do I want/need to? Will it help me be better at being me? Will I like myself better? these are all reason, but not mine.
You see, who I see myself as, and who other people see, are not the same. I have made myself into some I though people would like. I was young and that was the "only" way I could make friend. Now, I don't even like that person! So, I am going to find out who is there under all the mess. I will be me. Hopefully!
